Would these people ever stay home in their houses and fcuking study! -_- you could stay up all night by yourself with the company of your computer! You did it in fcuking Trinidad! :|

I am not trying to tarnish anyone’s image… I’m just saying how I feel. Apparently, I can’t say “how things appear to me” because how you perceive things is a wrong thing! I’m just fed up!

What I learned last night? If something was supposed to happen between me and the other people that live here… I most definitely would not be her choice. I mean back in sec school when my other good friends used to speak about her, I flicking defended her regardless. Her response, “they’re my friends too.” 

If only I knew how to create those gifs… I would post more stuff here inno! :/

But that’s life, people will hurt your feelings. Learn to get over it, I do all the time! And if anyone happens to see this… I’m sorry but this is just me! :)

And apparently I created a whole story line in my head about what happened over the past few months… made me sound as if I was crazy! Honestly saying, I don’t think I wanna be in Barbados any more. I prefer to be around my family and my friends who I see ever so often. It’s better like that instead of being with someone 24/7… and by me saying that; I’m hurting people’s feelings.

Yesterday I was told that I don’t show much appreciation to my ‘best friend’ and that I say a lot of mean things to her which she takes to heart! Thing is, that’s my personality; I have a rough voice so it comes across as if I’m being mean and all that. But then she told me about a lot of things that she does for me… sounded as if she was reproaching me. That right there hurt me… I mean if I could have cooked a big feast to show her how much I appreciate every thing that she does for me, I would have. I mean sometimes I don’t ask for anything and she still does it, I guess that’s her personality but if she finds I’m not showing enough whatever.. stop! I don’t want anyone doing anything for me. So I guess from next year… sad to say but I think I’ll just keep to myself regardless of whoever and do every thing by myself and on my own. 

Apparently people are offended by what I tweet when I’m expressing myself… so I guess Tumblr would be seeing more of me! :/